Cass Mastern and the death of the Great Twitch

recommend things to me!   June 2013   Winter 2013-14   I GOT MARRIED HERE ARE PICS   

"i got an image in my head that never got out. we see a great many things and can remember a great many things, but that is different. we get very few of the true images in our heads of the kind i am talking about, the kind that become more and more vivid for us as if the passage of the years did not obscure their reality but, year by year, drew off another veil to expose a meaning which we had only dimly surmised at first. very probably the last veil will not be removed, for there are not enough years, but the brightness of the image increases and our conviction increases that the brightness is meaning, or the legend of meaning, and without the image our lives would be nothing except an old piece of film rolled on a spool and thrown into a desk drawer among the unanswered letters."


"Until I started taking my antidepressants, though, I didn’t actually know that I was depressed. I thought the dark staticky corners were part of who I was. It was the same way I felt before I put on my first pair of glasses at age 14 and suddenly realized that trees weren’t green blobs but intricate filigrees of thousands of individual leaves; I hadn’t known, before, that I couldn’t see the leaves, because I didn’t realize that seeing leaves was a possibility at all. And it wasn’t until I started using tools to counterbalance my depression that I even realized there was depression there to need counterbalancing. I had no idea that not everyone felt the gravitational pull of nothingness, the ongoing, slow-as-molasses feeling of melting down into a lump of clay. I had no way of knowing that what I thought were just my ingrained bad habits — not being able to deposit checks on time, not replying to totally pleasant emails for long enough that friendships were ruined, having silent meltdowns over getting dressed in the morning, even not going to the bathroom despite really, really, really having to pee — weren’t actually my habits at all. They were the habits of depression, which whoa, holy shit, it turns out I had a raging case of."
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moynmoyn:

wow look at this terrible role model for young girls.

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#nicki minaj 

Let’s go get this Emmy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let’s go get this Emmy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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#idris elba  #face 

so hiiiiigh i just tried to do my little brother’s calc 2 hw for him and i had to wolfram alpha that shit

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"Anyone whose goal is ‘something higher’ must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves."

Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Happy Birthday Milan Kundera! 

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#vertigo  #milan kundera  #unbearable lightness of being 

luckydreaming:

my anaconda don’t…

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my anaconda don’t…

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My anaconda dont’ want none unless you got buns hun

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#anaconda 
What Makes People Look Like Their Pets? →
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#dogs  #science  #science about dogs  #YOU LOOK LIKE YOUR DOG  #forrealz 

Something happens and I’m head over heels
I never find out till I’m head over heels
Something happens and I’m head over heels
Ah don’t take my heart
Don’t break my heart
Don’t throw it away

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#felix dawkins  #orphan black  #GAY 

“You’ve just told me that you love me in I think the only way you can, and you’re worried about the couch?”

The Water That Falls On You From Nowhere

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#read this fic  #hugo award  #GAY  #all of my love  #the water that falls on you from nowhere