my anxiety (probably) can’t kill me but it sure feels like it can
how to swim in your ideas without drowning in them: the dreamer’s handbook
"Literature is the most agreeable way of ignoring life."
Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet
"One day I just woke up and realized that I can’t touch yesterday. So why the heck was I letting it touch me?"
“I just simply am not a dater. I think I have been on three official dates in my life. They are like job interviews and I refuse to be romantically employed.” (…) “I would rather have a half assed version of a relationship with someone who I truly enjoy spending time that might not want to marry me or even “officially call me theirs” then a marriage proposal to someone that just looks good on paper.”
(Source: crazybitcharoundhere, via ultraviiolett)
fuck everything. i hate how much i am bored by everything. nothing will ever be exciting and even if it is i will have a fucking panic attack and not be able to enjoy it.
#house of leaves
Favourite Books: House of Leaves, Mark Z. Danielewski
"What do you want to play?”
“I don’t know,” she shrugs. “Always.”
Despite the tremendous amount of material generated by Exploration A, no one has ever commented on the game Daisy wants to play with her father, perhaps because everyone assumes it is either a request “to play always” or just a childish neologism.
Then again, “always” slight mispronounces “hallways.”
It also echoes it.